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Tuesday 25 October 2016

Ending of the storyline for Video editing

What if I manage to run away...
Where I will be?
What am I doing?
"Deliver the Happiness"
this appeared in my mind.
When I was small, I feels that I can't get enough attention on me.
One day, I have an idea.
Although I can't get enough attention on me,
what if I made something that makes happiness?
At that time, food delivery is the first thing in my mind.
Food.
The simplest and the easiest thing that create happiness.
I used to imagine that...
I will work in a restaurant.
Packing all the delicious food.
Deliver the most heart warming meals to those who needs.
The dreams that I dream.
Simple.
Not so fantasy.
But for real.

Tuesday 11 October 2016

Story line of video editing class

Childhood, a growing stage between birth and puberty which assume to be the most happiest and purest moments in our life times. There is some saying that children's mindset is the most creative ever, but who can secure every single child's creativity? It is infinite and unstoppable crazy ideas and the point of view among daily life. 

When I was small, I hardly meet my parents because they were busy with their career at overseas and I was grown up in a typical Chinese family mostly with y grandparents. During that time, I had suffered the middle child syndrome which has been a belief that middle children don't get the attention the eldest or the youngest in the family gets. Which lead  my creativity flow in a negative mindset that I always asked myself "Who am I?" "Why I'm here?" "Am I adopted?" and more...I always had an adventure in my house to find the evidence of my birth but then I couldn't find any (actually I found birth certificate but during that time I was a kid don't know that is the evidence). At the same time, I used to asked myself questions that started with "What if...?" then I'll think of 2 consequences. "What if, I committed suicide? If I success, I'll become a spirit and float in the air just me alone (I was scare being alone when I was small, what I can conclude my imagination is face the reality which is no one will care about me). I can imagine that the surrounding is dark, cold and I cried because too scary. If I unsuccessful, I can imagine I'm laying in a hospital surround with my family member despise me which let me feel wanna run away from home to wherever I can get attention from others. With my planning, my  first run away was half way success, 4 hours missing in action with no one notice about it and end up going back home. Indeed, I do it again but I get caught up by my grandma while I was planing to go back. After that no more escape, because my parents had arranged me to a strict after school-programmed.

By the time passed, I had come to rebellious stage which the time that I disobey each point of view to gain acceptence. Because of this mindset, I played football for the first in my life because I was arguing with my male friends that who said girls cannot play football. Due to some coincidence, I become more adventurist and more friendly, no longer emo or negative thinking. I'm different compare with the younger me.